To have or not to have...

So we just got home from a friend's christening which was all the more precious because they have been trying to conceive for 16 years and finally had a beautiful baby boy in December. Anyways, it is so hard to be around all the babies and not think maybe it is time to start trying...but then as I am setting out the trays and trays of food on burners just before guests come in from the ceremony, 3 boys come running in and begin sticking their fingers in EVERY DISH. Ahhh!! I see the look on my husbands face and think- maybe not so much ready!!